Nerves

I am nervous today. Discusting butterflies are messing up my stomach and I keep wanting to go to the bathroom.

You see, in two hours, I will be attending a poledance workshop. And not just any poledance workshop... One led by world famous poledancer Jenyne Butterfly (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GrBliExJ9-4).

The thing is, I let myself go completely this summer and I am now just starting up again, trying to get back into shape. But I keep running into problems and it's pissing me off. For instance, the air in our apartment is fucked up. It makes my pole totally slippery, which is not only dangerous, but it also makes it pretty much impossible for me to practice any advanced moves. 

Thus, I am nervous about today.

I might suck more badly than anyone has ever sucked before...but hey, I still get to meet Jenyne, right?

And tonight, I'm attending the Art of Pole competition with my honey. Just sitting there in the crowd, being moved by some of the best poledancers out there. One of my Scandinavian favorites, Oona Kivelä (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9QpaHWTXRIk), will be competing. 

I'm going to cry my eyes out from the beauty of it all.